Honestly, I've been a bit discouraged by it. We've had a lot of hard things going on currently. Reading it made me realize why some of these hard things impact me so deeply. A couple of categories seem off. I do not think I am high in exhibition but I scored very high there. A couple of other categories seem lower than they probably should be. But overall there are many things that I believe are true about my personality and tendencies.

In my job I meet lots of people. I am often recruiting people to come to training, leading training, building and leading small groups, and finding clients for coaching. These tasks are pretty easy and enjoyable for me. I have the skills and enjoy connecting with people from various backgrounds.

In my job I care for people who are often struggling with their ministry calling. I care deeply. Caring is natural for me and important in my job.

My boss has been a bit tough to work with. My branch (women's coaching) is new and often under-prioritized. I have needed to speak about hard things and continue on when things looked bleak. I am now seeing the rewards of staying paying off. Many people have told me I should quit along the way, but my endurance has kept me in it.

While this score does seem a bit low, I know I am often impacted. When there is conflict I truly struggle. I do not easily brush things off. I do think I have grown in this, but it continues to be a struggle for me.

I often doubt myself and my abilities. At times this has kept me from advocating for myself in places where most people would have.

I have a very high need to be seen well by others. You might call this an approval idol in another setting. I deeply struggle when others do not think well of me or my husband. Because I have higher endurance than most, I stay in situations where I am disapproved of for long periods of time- the church. I often get fixated on the unhappy few instead of those who think well of us.

I would love to grow in self-confidence and leadership. I do believe I am coachable if I trust the person. But as you can see my trust score is low too.